a lover's complaint
 female. seventeen. just trying to deal with everything, everyone and myself.

the URL is from the Fray's lyrics 'if i don't say this now, i will surely break', which sums up the content of this blog.

"We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope" - Martin Luther King Jnr

i’ve had it with boys flirting with me, and then getting confused and angry when i fall for them. i’ve had it with guys hitting on me full stop. i’ve had it with guys honking at me from their cars and their trucks and guys wanting to hook up, but that’s it.

and it’s never the right guy anyway. i don’t like teenage relationships. i refuse to enter a relationship that i don’t think will last. 

and the thing that makes everything harder is he’s still the only person i can think about.

you guys watch, i’ll be 20 years old before i have a relationship with anyone.

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