a lover's complaint
 female. seventeen. just trying to deal with everything, everyone and myself.

the URL is from the Fray's lyrics 'if i don't say this now, i will surely break', which sums up the content of this blog.

"We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope" - Martin Luther King Jnr

i wish that i had started fresh at my new school. 
i mean, i changed a lot.
i changed my makeup and my clothes gradually, but at the start i kept that whole “hi i’m a scene kid and i’m so brutal i cut my clothes in class and listen to parkway loud enough for you to listen too”.
and so i didn’t make friends with any of the popular girls.
WHAT. I WOULD GIVE. TO BE. ONE. OF. THEM. 

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