a lover's complaint
female. seventeen. just trying to deal with everything, everyone and myself.

the URL is from the Fray's lyrics 'if i don't say this now, i will surely break', which sums up the content of this blog.

"We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope" - Martin Luther King Jnr

the question is, do i go for…

boy 1: the boy who likes me, is ridiculously sweet, funny, tall, noticeably attractive (not my type though), did i mention not really my type? but he is what i assume 99% of the population’s “perfect guy” is. if i date him i’m not sure it will last long though. also is best friends with my best friend.

or boy 2: the boy who i’ve spoken to maybe twice and is perfectly my type.. just perfect: footballer, popular, unbelievably and incredibly attractive. when he smiles at me or says “hi” i literally forget how to breathe and when i’m around him my hands shake uncontrollably. is mates with one of my closest friends.

keeping in mind that i am incredibly shallow and quite hard to please. also, boy 1 i know likes me, boy 2 i still have to work on.

if anyone actually reads this, can you please tell me your opinion?