a lover's complaint
 female. seventeen. just trying to deal with everything, everyone and myself.

the URL is from the Fray's lyrics 'if i don't say this now, i will surely break', which sums up the content of this blog.

"We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope" - Martin Luther King Jnr

ah rejection, you are a familiar feeling.

fun fact: i have never got a “yes” or even a “maybe”.

i know it seems.. petty to be worrying about issues like relationships when i’m only seventeen, but situations like these are actually detrimental to my health. i have absolutely ZERO self-esteem left: i cannot stand the way i look and act. my feelings towards myself turn into feelings of apathy towards everything else.

i guess the only thing to do in this situation is do what i do best and completely and utterly immerse myself in training.

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