February 2012
6 posts
i had this massive master plan to maybe have a shot with the guy i like. and it failed at step 2/6. you’ve got to be kidding me. that was my second plan too. i’m all out of plans. brb, watching the notebook and crying. just f@#% everything right now.
i am so painfully alone. have been for years, my whole life actually. never not been alone. and i am done.
my friends and well.. everybody at the moment, keep telling me that the reason boys don’t like me is because i’m weird and have social problems. they say it jokingly, but it’s true. it’s really messing with my head and right now i just never want to speak again, because whenever i open my mouth i screw up. i also complained the other day that it sucks that _____ would never...
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i wish that i had started fresh at my new school. i mean, i changed a lot. i changed my makeup and my clothes gradually, but at the start i kept that whole “hi i’m a scene kid and i’m so brutal i cut my clothes in class and listen to parkway loud enough for you to listen too”. and so i didn’t make friends with any of the popular girls. WHAT. I WOULD GIVE. TO BE. ONE....
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my friend today was all like “as if you’ve never had sex. you need to. it’s really fantastic. why don’t you just have sex with someone?” uhm. 1. i’m ridiculously self-conscious. and 2. no boy would sign up for that shit. i already haven’t been invited to a party in over a year now. this is getting a little sad guys. i’m almost 18.
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i wish that people would stop saying shit like “everybody’s beautiful” and “zero is not a size” and “it doesn’t matter if you’re fat, you’re still beautiful”. it’s like. woah. no. not everybody is beautiful. there a lot of very unattractive and unappealing people. they might be really nice people and good on ‘em, but...