December 2011
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boy that i am forever in love with is drunk and upset and just said that he’s worthless. i legitimately just felt an incredible hurt ripple through my whole body. i don’t want him to be upset and he’s not worthless :|
did i just get rejected without even saying anything? yep. yep i did. how did that happen when i said i’m not even worrying about anyone? god damnit. oh well. moving on.
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in other good news
i got rejected by yet another boy. but i’m done with relationships until summer’s over. so that’s the good news. i’m just going to have fun, enjoy the summer, sleep with an attractive boy or two if the opportunity arises and stop being lonely and be carefree :) until winter!! ahaha
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i threw out my razors today!
i’ve always had razors in my room for 5 years now. it’s feels nice to be serious about quitting (: no more slip ups! no more horrible scars. no more hiding bloddy tissues, floors and clothes. no more hiding my wrists. i’m done forever :)